nothing whatsoever

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It's happening again: I feel like my head is bursting with the things I want to say, and yet the words won't come. As soon as I actually start typing a sentence, it seems so trivial and insignificant I just have to delete it. What is wrong with me?... How can I possibly write fiction, if a simple journal entry seems too much?...

Maybe I should just come to terms with the fact that I have absolutely NOTHING relevant to say. I'm just an obsessive-compulsive graphomaniac (is that a word?...). Maybe I should copy a telephone book or something... *sigh*

Comments

[oceansecrets2.livejournal.com]

We're interested in what you have to say, whether it's "important" or not. Don't feel you have to say anything other than what you want to in your own journal, however meaningless it seems - it's important to you to express those "bursting" thoughts and feelings.

[eliriel1.livejournal.com]

I totally understand what you feel,because the same happens to me. I couldn't help myself either,because added at everything I always feel like I am not worthy of anything.......But,I am a rebel...One day or another I will turn the table.Now ,the best I can do is agree with you and tell you that this sometimes sucks.I can share the feeling...
((((hugs)))))