nothing whatsoever

[floatingleaf]

It's happening again: I feel like my head is bursting with the things I want to say, and yet the words won't come. As soon as I actually start typing a sentence, it seems so trivial and insignificant I just have to delete it. What is wrong with me?... How can I possibly write fiction, if a simple journal entry seems too much?...

Maybe I should just come to terms with the fact that I have absolutely NOTHING relevant to say. I'm just an obsessive-compulsive graphomaniac (is that a word?...). Maybe I should copy a telephone book or something... *sigh*

Comments

[eliriel1.livejournal.com]

I totally understand what you feel,because the same happens to me. I couldn't help myself either,because added at everything I always feel like I am not worthy of anything.......But,I am a rebel...One day or another I will turn the table.Now ,the best I can do is agree with you and tell you that this sometimes sucks.I can share the feeling...
((((hugs)))))

[floatingleaf.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much for expressing your understanding. And you are definitely wrong in saying you are not worthy of anything - but I know the feeling too, and know how hard it is to get rid of it, even if you realize it is totally irrational... *sigh*