That pure adoration without any expectations or demands, without a concept of a 'relationship' or what it might entail. Not needing or wanting anything other than just to see him, hear him talk, follow his every move.
Yeah, I felt that. I still kind of feel that for my friends. The trouble is, it *doesn't* lead to a relationship, of any kind, at least not too often. Or it leads me to not being mad when someone does something that other people would be mad about. ...If I am not mad about it, does that mean I am being taken advantage of or not?
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Date: 2010-11-26 12:16 am (UTC)Yeah, I felt that. I still kind of feel that for my friends. The trouble is, it *doesn't* lead to a relationship, of any kind, at least not too often. Or it leads me to not being mad when someone does something that other people would be mad about. ...If I am not mad about it, does that mean I am being taken advantage of or not?