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[floatingleaf]

End of Daylight Savings Time?... Already???... DON'T. WANT. It's tough enough getting up in the morning as it is. *grumbles*

All I did today was clean up the place and make a salad... and now it's bedtime.:/

I just can't keep up. The hours are ticking too quickly for me. The days and nights are too short, weeks and months speed by without so much as a friendly wave, whole years disappear... I feel like my life is running on fast forward. Is there a "pause" button somewhere?... I need a breath. I must be forgetting so many important things in the rush from one day to the next. Like, for example, who is that weary face in the mirror?... I thought I knew her, but I am not so sure anymore. She might have morphed into something alien while I wasn't looking. Not a legal alien this time, but a clone from some sort of alternate universe. Or something.

Clearly, I need to go to bed. NOW. *headshake*

Comments

[illuins-lair.livejournal.com]

I just can't keep up. The hours are ticking too quickly for me. The days and nights are too short, weeks and months speed by without so much as a friendly wave, whole years disappear...
Yup. One-two-three... and that stage one dreamt of reaching is still faraway and yet close in some incalculable way. Who the fuck decides in the end?? Yeah, etc. Only you?

I need a breath. I must be forgetting so many important things in the rush from one day to the next.
It's YOU - a little wiser, a little more distinct. Nothing but time carves it out in the end. Acknowledge it, damnit! It's You; The essence - the sum of the sparkly parts...

who is that weary face in the mirror?... I thought I knew her, but I am not so sure anymore. She might have morphed into something alien while I wasn't looking. Not a legal alien this time, but a clone from some sort of alternate universe.
It is both amusing and... confusing, being human, hun... You are SO not a clone, however you put it. Please understand that, and embrace it - the non-clone-iness-ness, ok.

Who do you want to be? (Transparently embraced...? *duct tapes questionee before driving you insane*)

[floatingleaf.livejournal.com]

Who do you want to be?

I have no idea. Frankly, I don't see much point in the question. I am who I am - to my mind, wanting or not wanting has nothing to do with that. I know you will probably disagree, and that's fine - but I am telling you about my perception of reality, not trying to convince you that your perception is wrong. It's not. It just isn't mine. *shrug*

[dissonant-dream.livejournal.com]

Ugh, our clocks change next weekend. I love gaining an hour and I loathe losing one. It throws me all off.

I feel like time is going and going and going and I'm not getting anywhere and not accomplishing things and I need a moment to pause and take a breath, as you say - but how?

*big hugs*