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I can't help but wonder at the instinct that governs my choice of... how shall I put it? Well... celebrity crush objects, so to speak (sounds horrible enough, but I'm at a loss for a better expression). I always seem to just fall for someone's looks (or voice, or image etc.) at first, but then invariably discover a fascinating personality behind them. Is it because looks reflect personality to a much greater degree than would seem obvious... or is it just my unfailing intuition? (just kidding here, it has failed me many times, or rather I have failed to listen to it - but that's another matter) Anyway, I keep reading those articles and interviews with Viggo on "Obsession" (my favourite website, next to LJ:)), and my mouth just keeps falling more and more open with amazement. I mean... there is enough depth to this guy to just completely lose yourself and drown (which I would gladly do, given the chance). Besides, it's just unbelievable how absolutely I agree with almost anything he says (on the things that matter to me, anyway). I have a feeling we would really click (not that I actually believe I would ever find out). We do seem to have some weird things in common (for example, show me another person not even INTERESTED in owning a freaking TV set!). At any rate, his physical beauty seems to play quite a small part in causing the state I'm in right now. Okay... maybe not that small, I admit.:D Still, it's no longer the main object of my fascination. When I look at him now, I see those unfathomable oceans of meaning reflected clearly in his eyes (yeah, I know how that sounds, and the more sarcastic half of my being just snorted loudly, but I can't help being a Pisces - even with Virgo rising, I'm still a totally hopeless romantic, I find...). And I start to believe that this is what attracted me in the first place. Maybe that's what lies behind that priceless sentence from one of the articles... going as follows: "He has that incurable, unbearable, enigmatic eroticism of a three in the morning dream that you've just awakened from." Hehe. That one really cracked me up. How cheesy. And yet... how true.;) Is it healthy that I'm still able to laugh at my own hormonally demented reactions? I guess it is. Not that it helps much anyway...