a nice little quiz and some angsting

[floatingleaf]

What type of Fae are you?

Manipulative? Hmmm... I didn't know that.;) Subconsciously, maybe. Level-headed and optimistic? I guess so - unless I'm in a brooding phase.;)

Or a PMS-phase. Now, I am really glad I found that temporary job - but WHY does it have to start the very week I am supposed to get my period??? I can't possibly call in sick on my first or second day of a new job, now can I? And of course as soon as it registered in my brain that I actually have to be there at 8:30 on Monday morning, no matter what, my premenstrual symptoms immediately got ten times worse. Seriously, I haven't felt so tense, jittery and generally shitty in ages. It might have something to do with the fact that I haven't been taking my miracle herbal pills too regularly of late - but mainly it's just my usual psychosomatic reaction to stress (and practically every new situation - especially a new job - is stressful to me). Which is, in most cases, insomnia and/or a horrible tension headache. It caught up with me full force last night, so today I actually bought some homeopathic sleeping pills. I hope they help, without knocking me out too much - since I need to be conscious and able to get up in the morning as well. *sigh* My usual problem with sleeping pills is that they either don't work at all (if I am too tense or obsessing about something), or start working right before I actually need to wake up. And my usual problem with migraine/headache painkillers is that they often contain caffeine, which naturally makes the insomnia issue even worse. So I either don't sleep because my head hurts too much, or because I took painkillers for it. *scowls*

Anyway... I didn't actually mean to make such a whiny, complaining post, but I really do feel miserable. I am exhausted, yet on tenterhooks - and my breasts hurt like never before, too. I just want to knock myself out and wake up next weekend... *goes crazy and bangs head against the wall*