insomnia strikes again

I am so dead, people. I don't think I've slept a total of six hours in the last two nights. For no apparent reason. Just couldn't seem to fall asleep for more than 1-2 hours at a time (and once I wake up, it usually takes me at least an hour to fall asleep again).

In addition to that, I have my period, which is making me feel all crappy and disgusted with myself & the world at large.

So I have presently taken two sleeping pills - and if they don't make me sleep for six hours NON-STOP like a healthy human being, I am going to call in sick in the morning (even though I don't get paid for sick days), and then take five more. Because, well... even I have my limits.

In other news, Lacrimosa RAWKS. To high heaven and back. If only I could focus.

But at least now I can totally identify with the Weltschmerz... lol.

And no, at this point I am really past caring if anyone knows what I'm talking about.

So goodnight to everyone who actually has good nights - with the meaning of SLEEPS through them. Be thankful for your luck, folks, and don't take it for granted.

Your Faithful Zombie :(

P.S. OMG, are the pills actually working?... are they???... *almost dares to hope*

Can someone PLEASE make my brain shut down???... I mean, like, UNPLUG it for a few hours... no, no dreams, no nothing, just total BLACKOUT, bitte... *whimpers pitifully*

*passes out*