I have a thought like this in the back of my mind pretty much all the time. I don't know what to do with it. If I think about it too much, it's terrifying.
I guess I've come to the conclusion that I have to be thankful for what I have right now and I have to focus on right now or I'll go crazy. But should I be thinking about it more? Should I be trying to do something? I think myself in circles over this.
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Date: 2009-11-29 09:24 am (UTC)I have a thought like this in the back of my mind pretty much all the time. I don't know what to do with it. If I think about it too much, it's terrifying.
I guess I've come to the conclusion that I have to be thankful for what I have right now and I have to focus on right now or I'll go crazy. But should I be thinking about it more? Should I be trying to do something? I think myself in circles over this.
I was destroyed for days after reading The Road.
*hugs*