But being with me (as she once confessed in bitter anger) made her feel better about herself, because I was - lo and behold - actually more fucked up than she was. The funny part? I believed it.:/ How convenient to project everything onto you. =(
The pushme-pull-you game threatening to withdraw their affections, dropping statements out of the blue intended to destabilize. What you described about her trip to Germany and all what both preceeded it and followed it - I mean WHO would NOT be destabilized????
ecstatic one hour, suicidal the next / alternating between short periods of anorexia and bulimia Yeah I mean, of course also that was "all because of you!". *sigh*
Bipolarity might be one of her diagnoses, along with some unknown god-complex too. Damnit but so many people are walking around seriously damaged..
Ok, sorry but I feel like I want to scream about everything you describe! *will stop quoting before i get all fired up*
It´s of great importance that you found helthier relationships after that one. Makes healing easier presenting a more "real" image of love. I really feel strongly about the importance to make visable these kind of things, you´re very brave to share it with others. And your self-esteem by the time will have grown solid as a pillar.
past the "mating" stage? Oh, shut it and give yourself some credit, dear!
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Date: 2010-02-24 08:05 pm (UTC)The pushme-pull-you game threatening to withdraw their affections, dropping statements out of the blue intended to destabilize. What you described about her trip to Germany and all what both preceeded it and followed it - I mean WHO would NOT be destabilized????
ecstatic one hour, suicidal the next / alternating between short periods of anorexia and bulimia Yeah I mean, of course also that was "all because of you!". *sigh*
Bipolarity might be one of her diagnoses, along with some unknown god-complex too. Damnit but so many people are walking around seriously damaged..
Ok, sorry but I feel like I want to scream about everything you describe! *will stop quoting before i get all fired up*
It´s of great importance that you found helthier relationships after that one. Makes healing easier presenting a more "real" image of love.
I really feel strongly about the importance to make visable these kind of things, you´re very brave to share it with others.
And your self-esteem by the time will have grown solid as a pillar.
past the "mating" stage? Oh, shut it and give yourself some credit, dear!
*twirls*