OMG you're REALLY stalking me Yes, well I seem to have a stalkative nature.. *blushes and hides behind a pillow* Though I feel bad about not leaving comments - but that is me getting intimidated by subjects that I really am interested in, but can´t rely on my english to express it with and it frustrates the fuck out of me. That´s the main reason. The other reason is that I these past weeks have been so tired that I mostly just used the short moments of awakeness to scroll through and savor your posts, not like I didn´t have anything to say but because I have been passive and on low level-energy. Some days I would drag myself from bed to your journal and scroll back a few years, to get a clearer picture of who you are. Also, I think you should know that your comments have pulled me up from bed more than once because they are of great amusement and joy to me. Ahem.. yep. *buries blushing face inside pillow*
I doubt you´ll find the same depth over at my journal as in here - the way you write about things is far beyond my skills. I tend to not put into print.. or not finding the right expressions to put my innermost thoughts into print.. whatever.. I just seem to ramble about nothing and everything; again feeling limited by the language, but it takes me forever trying to express things, and I find myself tire on the way to get there which is a pity. I would rather like to get the thoughts written down and clarified, than to keep them all locked up in my head. Maybe one day… *much needed headdesk*
OTHER creatures have perky ears too. Haha.. I totally think they should make elf-candy…it´s good business! *pouts*
I usually stay away from the very apocalyptic literature - depressing movies are easier to cope with, somehow. Know exactly what you mean. I usually don´t read these kind of books… I just thought it was y´know… good to.. I don´t know, maybe I should just watch the movie then.. *bites nails* Oh, I get totally angsty over this thing now and I haven´t even opened first page yet. *hides book* It scares me also because my father told me it was.. a very unpleasant feeling reading it. Oh god, I think I probably don´t even dare to watch the movie. *tries to convince self* Uh. My fragile heart and all… I would probably feel much better watching a less apocalyptic Orlando-movie. Yes. (and I did re-watched Kingdom of Heaven the other day and had a few Orligasms… *quivers*)
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Date: 2010-03-30 03:50 am (UTC)I doubt you´ll find the same depth over at my journal as in here - the way you write about things is far beyond my skills. I tend to not put into print.. or not finding the right expressions to put my innermost thoughts into print.. whatever.. I just seem to ramble about nothing and everything; again feeling limited by the language, but it takes me forever trying to express things, and I find myself tire on the way to get there which is a pity. I would rather like to get the thoughts written down and clarified, than to keep them all locked up in my head. Maybe one day… *much needed headdesk*
OTHER creatures have perky ears too. Haha.. I totally think they should make elf-candy…it´s good business! *pouts*
I usually stay away from the very apocalyptic literature - depressing movies are easier to cope with, somehow. Know exactly what you mean. I usually don´t read these kind of books… I just thought it was y´know… good to.. I don´t know, maybe I should just watch the movie then.. *bites nails* Oh, I get totally angsty over this thing now and I haven´t even opened first page yet. *hides book* It scares me also because my father told me it was.. a very unpleasant feeling reading it. Oh god, I think I probably don´t even dare to watch the movie. *tries to convince self* Uh. My fragile heart and all…
I would probably feel much better watching a less apocalyptic Orlando-movie. Yes. (and I did re-watched Kingdom of Heaven the other day and had a few Orligasms… *quivers*)