me being insecure and repeating the old mantra that I'm ALWAYS the one who cares too much and everyone else gets tired of me and wants some space. Which might not be actually true - but that's what I'm always afraid of. Of course, now who would we be if not our own worst enemy..? Fears are easily projected onto reality I suppose. Whatever we perceive reality such as. =P So in this scenario, what is the worst that can happen? *challenges*
So you.. this.. now: I don´t mean to scare you off, or intimidate you. It´s ok to seduce and be seduced for me. Just tell me to stop if it makes you feel bad somehow - I´ll totally understand. Because I´ll go ffgsghjhlölälk over a lot of things you write and will – apparently - tell you about it too. *obviously not having a bone of shame left in my body* Since I am a person drowning willingly in seducement (most of the times sinking to the bottom of the ocean too) but really, I´m just letting things happen when they feel good cos I´m life!greedy and enjoy seducement and yeah I´m stretching out on its altar, offering myself. That´s how I live. *yep* But; I don´t want to make you feel fragile, if that is what you fear to feel. I think we have a great dialogue - open as a book about it all and I wish it really to continue like that. I have no intention to make you feel..bad , you know?
Don´t want to hurt you or make you feel vulnerable. *in fact, feels very protective*
Ok, TMI.
Remember that duct tape? Please shut me up with it. I´ve already talked too much for my own good. Damnit I need to work on my persona.
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Date: 2010-04-08 03:03 am (UTC)Of course, now who would we be if not our own worst enemy..? Fears are easily projected onto reality I suppose. Whatever we perceive reality such as. =P
So in this scenario, what is the worst that can happen? *challenges*
So you.. this.. now: I don´t mean to scare you off, or intimidate you. It´s ok to seduce and be seduced for me. Just tell me to stop if it makes you feel bad somehow - I´ll totally understand.
Because I´ll go ffgsghjhlölälk over a lot of things you write and will – apparently - tell you about it too. *obviously not having a bone of shame left in my body*
Since I am a person drowning willingly in seducement (most of the times sinking to the bottom of the ocean too) but really, I´m just letting things happen when they feel good cos I´m life!greedy and enjoy seducement and yeah I´m stretching out on its altar, offering myself. That´s how I live. *yep* But; I don´t want to make you feel fragile, if that is what you fear to feel. I think we have a great dialogue - open as a book about it all and I wish it really to continue like that. I have no intention to make you feel..bad , you know?
Don´t want to hurt you or make you feel vulnerable. *in fact, feels very protective*
Ok, TMI.
Remember that duct tape?
Please shut me up with it.
I´ve already talked too much for my own good.
Damnit I need to work on my persona.