floatingleaf: (black hat)
2008-02-06 06:30 pm
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meme time! :)

Snagged from [personal profile] stormatdusk:



You are late-sleepy relaxation, the half-awake moment when you realize it's morning, but you don't have to get up, because there's no place you have to be. You are that cozy spot under the covers where everything feels temporarily perfect, even if you know you'll eventually have to wiggle out and start the day. Maybe you're the artistic type, who doesn't function well on a normal schedule. Sleep's important to you, and you like the freedom of sleeping as late as you want (especially since that is closely related to the freedom to stay up as late as you want). You like to roll out of bed, put on some comfy clothes, and get a laid back start to the day. If not everything on your list gets accomplished, no worries. Your only priority is having no priorities – you just want to take things at a slow, mellow pace.

Yeah... that pretty much sums me up. Btw, I took a sickie today, because I have my period and I woke up feeling like a whole load of crap.:/ So I've had an extremely laid back (or rather, laid flat on my back) day so far - even for me.;)

And here's another meme, this time stolen from [profile] akashaelfwitch. If anyone on my flist feels like answering the questions below in regard to themselves for me, I'll be thrilled - but no pressure.:) Here are my answers - for Akasha and anyone else who might care to know. )
floatingleaf: (pensive orli)
2008-02-03 09:33 pm
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more boring mundane stuff

So, like I mentioned before, it's been almost a year since I moved into this apartment. And, apparently, it was high time for a major plumbing disaster.:/ Yesterday, around noon, as I came out of the tub, there was water all over the bathroom floor. And while I was mopping it up, wondering where the hell it came from, I heard loud banging on my front door. I barely had time to throw on a flimsy nightie and a robe before the plumber guy from the rental company used his key and came in. It turned out that my downstairs neighbor had called him, because the water was leaking through his ceiling (and I never heard the neighbor knocking on the door, because I was in the bath - not that I would have gotten out to answer the door, anyway). So, after assesing the situation, the plumber had to bring in some massive vacuum-like machine and clean out the mess. He said that this type of drain clean-up should be done routinely about once a year, to prevent leaks - but nobody told me that when I moved in. I also found out that his previous anonymous visit had originally nothing to do with my dripping kitchen tap. He had come here to check the kitchen radiator, which, according to my downstairs neighbor, was leaking through his ceiling as well (which I had no slightest clue about). And while he was doing that, he noticed the dripping tap - so he came back the next day to fix it too. Well... that certainly explains why my garbage bin was moved out of its usual place that day. *headshake* As well as tells me that no one reads the emails people send to the rental office. Well... I guess I'm sort of lucky that I live on the top floor, then - the poor guy downstairs (who I'm sure must hate me now) is the first to know about my plumbing issues, and by the time I find out about them, they are already being (or have been) fixed.:P

And that only proves, once again, that it's much better to live on your own than to share. )
floatingleaf: (scruffy)
2008-02-01 08:33 pm
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the daily grind

A quick update, because I haven't posted in a week.:)

1) The weather's still crazy. )

2) I have a brand-new MasterCard with a credit line of $5,000. )

3) They just mailed me the paperwork for my lease extension - and they are raising the rent by $30. I know it's not much, and it could have been worse - but still, I'm not too thrilled about it. )

Uhhh... well. Enough. I think I bored even myself with that post.;)
floatingleaf: (mystery man)
2008-01-24 09:25 pm
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blah

Snagged from [livejournal.com profile] rainweaver13 and [livejournal.com profile] gairid:

The Ultimate LiveJournal Obsession Test
CategoryYour ScoreAverage LJer
Community Attachment22.58%
You've got pals to cheer you up when you're down, but no audience to applaud you... Yet.
22.74%
MemeSheepage26.32%
Easily amused
27.78%
Original Content46.77%
Some stories must be told - and you're the one to tell them
37.98%
Psychodrama Quotient12.05%
Had a comment taken out of context once or twice
16.69%
Attention Whoring27.27%
You do a little dance whenever someone friends you
20.67%


In other news, it's hellishly cold again and I just don't have any energy. I feel like my brain is frozen half the time. And even seven hours of sleep a night don't seem anywhere near enough. Plus, I have stopped losing weight. I've been pretty much hovering between 143 and 145 lbs for the past month or so. And I just don't have it in me to start some really intense exercise routine (the 20 minutes of Pilates I do every once in a while is just a stretch for stiff muscles, really, nothing more), or to get even more rigorous about my diet. Not right now. Right now I just want to survive until spring, lol.

Yeah, I am one of those people whose entire outlook on life depends on the weather. And Arctic winter makes me depressed. Or at least very lethargic. Why can't I just curl up in a warm spot, like a bear, and go to sleep?... and then wake up to sunshine and flowers?... *sigh*
floatingleaf: (angsty)
2008-01-22 11:20 pm
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(no subject)

Heath Ledger is dead OMG. I can't believe it. He was so young. It's just... wrong.

I think I need to rent Brokeback Mountain again and have a good cry while watching it. I was totally swept away by his acting in that one. I remember thinking that it doesn't get much better, and that if he's already that good at his age, then... yeah. Don't finish that sentence now. *sniff*

In better news, Viggo got nominated for an Oscar. FINALLY. I know it's rather unlikely that he'll actually win - if the ceremony even takes place at all - but at least he gets that little "Academy Award Nominee" label put before his name from now on.:) Not that he cares an awful lot about it, or that we need it there to fully appreciate his talent - but still... it's a good thing. *nods*

And that is all that's worth mentioning tonight. Plus, I should be in bed already, anyway. *sigh*
floatingleaf: (slightly mental)
2008-01-20 07:00 pm
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not weird or anything :P

I got a little funny story today. There is this elderly lady living in the studio two floors below mine - not that old, really, maybe in her fifties, but acting a little strange sometimes, as though she didn't have a very firm grip on reality. Maybe because she's lonely, and seems to have been so for years and years. When I first met her, she freaked me out a bit... and pretty soon I figured out that the other neighbors seem to be avoiding her too. She once came up to my door, for no apparent reason, and stood there rambling disjointedly for about a half hour or more, because I didn't really want to invite her in for a cup of tea, but also didn't want to be rude and tell her to go away. She always does that when we meet on the stairway too - just starts talking and talking like she would never stop, and I just stand there like the nice girl I supposedly am, politely trying to pretend I care what she has to say (I'm not the type to randomly talk to strangers for hours, it's always made me rather uncomfortable). Anyway... today she came up again, to ask about something I couldn't help her with - or maybe it was just an excuse to talk to someone, because as she admitted herself, I was the only one who opened the door (I had loud music on, so obviously she knew I was here - otherwise I probably wouldn't have opened either). So we stood there chatting for a while, and she complimented me on my hair (the intense red dye has washed out a bit, but it still looks nice). I smiled and thanked her, trying to appear grateful, but really just waiting for her to go back to her place and leave me alone. And then - I don't know... maybe the strain somehow showed on my face, because suddenly she said, putting a hand forward as if in defence: "I'm not gay. My husband died, see, I still have the wedding band... I'm not weird or anything". To which I smiled VERY wide and said: "That's OK. No problem whatsoever." Soon after that, she was gone. I locked the door and almost doubled up in helpless laghter. Yeah... she's not weird. Not at all. Not her. *headshake* On second thoughts, maybe I should have smiled even wider and answered: "Well... I AM." Maybe that would have scared her off for good. Next time she comes to pester me, I just might do that. *snort*
floatingleaf: (perfect murder 3)
2008-01-17 10:45 pm
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have I mentioned already how much I hate winter in Chicago?...

Did I just complain about warm winds and thunderstorms last week?... Well, it seems I shouldn't have, because as of today the winter is back with a vengeance. It is -10C/16F outside right now, and with the wind chill it feels like -20C. I couldn't open my car door when I left work tonight - it was frozen rigid. And OF COURSE I didn't have a car lock de-icer - not with me, anyway. My coworker Mike, who - praise God and all the saints - was still in the office at the time, didn't have one either; but he drove me to the nearest gas station, so I could get one, and then back to our office parking lot. I owe him a drink. I don't even want to think what I would have done if there wasn't anyone around to help me out (we have flexible hours, and there are days when everyone else leaves before me). *shudders*

Anyway... I still had to stop for gas and do some grocery shopping on the way home, so by the time I lugged all my shopping bags to the door against the freezing wind trying to rip the skin off my face, it was past 8 p.m. Now, after a late dinner and two cups of hot raspberry tea, I feel like I have barely defrosted enough to be able to use my brain again - and it's time to go to bed.:|

Oh, and btw, it's supposed to get colder over the weekend. *seriously contemplates moving to California, or possibly Egypt*
floatingleaf: (family)
2008-01-14 08:53 pm

Gay Rights

From [profile] namarie120:

Why is it that, as a culture, we are more comfortable seeing two men holding guns than holding hands? - Ernest Gaines

We would like to know who really believes in gay rights on livejournal. There is no bribe of a miracle or anything like that. If you truly believe in gay rights, then repost this and title the post as "Gay Rights". If you don't believe in gay rights, then just ignore this. Thanks.

Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind.
floatingleaf: (pretty)
2008-01-13 11:50 pm
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I almost forgot :)

Happy Birthday, Orlando. Stay gorgeous, and don't lose your delightful gender ambiguity, please.;)



two more under the cut )
floatingleaf: (close)
2008-01-12 11:33 pm
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assorted random babble

So, about that Polish website where you can look for old friends/acquaintances from school/college etc.... Two of my friends found me there, and sent me messages to get back in touch, before I even managed to decide how to approach them. Almost as soon as my profile was up, they were there - which means they must have actually looked for me. I feel almost embarrassed at how happy that made me. I missed them so much... but I guess I was too proud to try contacting them again after they stopped responding to my emails a few years back. I knew they probably never made a conscious decision to cut me off - just got entangled in their own busy lives - but still... I hate feeling like I'm forcing myself on anyone, and if my email remains unanswered for months, in most cases I will not trouble that person again. And then, after months stretched into years, I didn't even know if my contact info for those people was correct anymore... So I basically gave up on them (or rather decided they had given up on me, even though that was pretty hard to accept). And now they're all "here you are, where have you been, we haven't heard from you for so long". Well... duh. I was here all the time, waiting for one of you guys to give a sign of life or something. *blinks*

Anyway... we'll see what comes out of this. Apart from some of the friends I used to hang out with right before I left for the States five years ago, I also found a few people I haven't seen or heard from for much longer. Including the girl who sat next to me for most of elementary school, and who I probably had my first gay crush on.:) Yep, the one who still appears in my dreams pretty regularly after all those years. That's quite freaky, isn't it? Well, I'm not actually 100% positive I found her, because the profile has no photo attached; but the name (not a very common one), age and town of residence are all correct, so I suppose it must be her. I wrote her a message - I wonder if she will respond...

In other news, my culinary adventures continue. )

And now, a special treat for the few select individuals who are actually still reading this: a Viggorli dream I had a few nights ago. Kinda Mary-Sue-ish - so if that disturbs you, stop reading now.:P )
floatingleaf: (erotic)
2008-01-07 08:40 pm
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why the hell am I so talkative these days?...

Childhood Privilege Meme (snagged from [personal profile] rainweaver13 and [personal profile] mellacita) - the bolded sentences below are the ones that were true about me (also, I removed a few that didn't apply simply because I didn't grow up in the United States).

Father went to college.

Father finished college.

Mother went to college.

Mother finished college.


Have any relative who is an attorney, physician, or professor. (No; of all our relatives, my parents were probably the most educated.)

Were the same or higher class than your high school teachers. (Not sure I understand this one. Was I higher class than my high school teachers? In what way?)

Had more than 50 books in your childhood home.

Had more than 500 books in your childhood home. (Maybe... I'm not sure. If not, that's only because there wasn't enough room.:D)

Were read children's books by a parent.

Had lessons of any kind before you turned 18.
I took private English lessons while in high school, which made it possible for me to pass the entrance exams for the English studies at university - because my high school English teacher clearly knew less than I did at that point.;P

Had more than two kinds of lessons before you turned 18.

The people in the media who dress and talk like me are portrayed positively. I think so... lol.

Had a credit card with your name on it before you turned 18. (I don't think I'd heard of credit cards before I turned 18.;)

Your parents (or a trust) paid for the majority of your college costs (costs after scholarships). (Nope. Education was free in my country. If it wasn't, probably neither my parents nor me would have gotten any.:P)

Went to a private high school.

Had a private tutor before you turned 18.

Family vacations involved staying at hotels.
Very cheap ones, more like hostels, I guess... but yeah, sort of.

Your clothing was all bought new before you turned 18. (Nooope. I lived in a world of used clothes, hand-me-downs and my mother's own inventive creations.;)

Your parents bought you a car that was not a hand-me-down from them. (Well... certainly not when I was a kid. They bought me one here, four years ago... and it wasn't a hand-me-down from them, but it was used anyway.)

There was original art in your house when you were a child. Yes. My father's paintings.:)

You and your family lived in a single-family house. (Nooo... we lived in a one-bedroom or studio of sorts until I was seven - the four of us, including my grandmother - and then we moved to a two-bedroom, with each of the bedrooms about the size of two large office cubicles.:|)

Your parent(s) owned their own house or apartment before you left home. Yeah. It was a rathole, but they owned it.:)

You had your own room as a child. Well... for about two years, I guess. After we moved to the bigger apartment and before my sister came along.:) But even during the time when I sort of had my own room, my grandma slept in it. She spent most of the day in the kitchen, though, or in front of the TV, so I guess I could be alone in that room... SOMETIMES.:|

You had a phone in your room before you turned 18.

Had your own TV in your room in High School. (No. And I still don't. Because I don't want it.:P)

Flew anywhere on a commercial airline before you turned 16.

Went on a cruise with your family. (Buahahaaa, no. Not until now, btw.)

Went on more than one cruise with your family. (See above.)

Your parents took you to museums and art galleries as you grew up.

You were unaware of how much heating bills were for your family. As a kid, I lived pretty much in my own world and wasn't much aware of the financial aspects of life - but I knew it was a BAD THING when I spent too much time running hot water in the bath (especially since we had one bathroom for the five of us, from the time I was nine - which is when my sister was born - until my grandma died when I was 18).

Btw, we weren't considered poor back in the old country. We were middle class, I guess. Which might give the Americans on my flist some idea of what 'lower class' Eastern European living was like.:D To paraphrase a quote from one of my favorite movies: "That's why we left. To find a better life.":P


But speaking of movies... I watched Perfume last night. You know, the one based on the famous novel by Patrick Suskind. )
floatingleaf: (sultry)
2008-01-06 06:03 pm

(no subject)

Snagged from [personal profile] gairid:

88% Dennis Kucinich
87% Mike Gravel
81% Barack Obama
78% John Edwards
78% Chris Dodd
77% Hillary Clinton
76% Bill Richardson
74% Joe Biden
44% Rudy Giuliani
37% John McCain
34% Ron Paul
32% Mike Huckabee
28% Mitt Romney
17% Tom Tancredo
17% Fred Thompson

2008 Presidential Candidate Matching Quiz

Not that I can actually vote at this point, mind you. But who knows - maybe by November I will acquire that right (if I finally manage to kick my lazy ass into action and apply for citizenship... lol). And then I will be hard-pressed to decide whether to vote for Kucinich - just as a matter of principle, and because Viggo supports him ;) - or for Obama, because he is the only one of my top five candidates who actually has a chance of winning. *sigh*

And now I'm off to cook again, because if I do it today, I probably won't have to do it again till next weekend.:) And it's just not as much fun on weekdays, after eight hours at work and another one in traffic.:/

In other news, there is this new cool webpage in Poland where you can create a profile to look for your old friends from school/college etc... and I just saw a few faces I never expected to see again. Weird feeling, that. I can't wait to get back in touch... though in a few cases I am still a bit offended that they stopped writing to me in the first place. Or maybe my reluctance comes from fear of being rejected/neglected yet again...
floatingleaf: (perfect murder 2)
2008-01-05 10:37 pm
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the usual inconsequential dribble

Okay. The garbage misplacement mystery has been solved.:) It wasn't me, and it wasn't some supernatural telekinetic force either.;) )

Anyway... time for a change of topic. I made Spicy Aromatic Chicken today - with artichoke hearts, tomatoes and black olives, among other things - and it turned out delicious. I bought ground cloves specifically for this recipe, and I can't get over how absolutely orgasmic they smell... lol. Almost better than cinnamon!... (and that's saying a lot, because I could totally get high on cinnamon...;). I have a nice little collection of fragrant spices in my kitchen cabinet now, and sometimes I just open the containers at random and take a sniff... just for the hell of it.;D I still can't believe I am making all this wonderful food all by myself, eating better than I ever have, AND losing weight. It is a wonder. I am loving it. And yes, cooking takes time. A good few hours per week I would otherwise spend glued to my computer screen, munching on some 'quick'n'easy' high-calorie snacks and growing another set of spare tires around my middle. When you look at it that way, I am doing myself a favor in more ways than one. *nods*
floatingleaf: (pensive orli)
2008-01-03 10:37 pm
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ramble, ramble

So, something a little weird happened today. When I got back home from work and walked into my kitchen, I immediately noticed that the paper bag from Whole Foods, which I use for all the dry, non-smelly garbage (to save room in the regular garbage bin for the nasty stuff, since I usually take my garbage out only once a week), was placed ON TOP of the garbage bin, instead of beside it. And I am absolutely, positively sure it wasn't there when I left in the morning. I don't recall EVER putting it there, either today or on any other occasion. When I clean out the little corner beside the stove, I just move both garbage containers to the side, and then put them back in their previous place. Even if I had a reason to stack them on top of each other for a moment, I wouldn't leave them like that all day, because I am simply too anal about keeping everything in its proper place.;) (I don't mind dust and cobwebs, but if someone misplaces an object on my shelves, it will jump out at me and stab me in the eye right away... lol.) But then, everything else in the apartment seemed to look exactly the way I left it, and nothing is missing, so I can't honestly believe someone had broken in just to misplace my garbage.:D Just how weird would that be??? But if I had done it, and then so completely forgotten about it that I was startled to see it... then it's somehow even more disturbing. *shudder* Not because it's a matter of grave importance that my garbage stays put, but because I pride myself on being fully conscious and aware of my own actions, however trivial they may be. And my memory seems perfectly fine too - better than average, in fact. So how could that happen?... *scratches head, extremely puzzled*

Also, I had this unbelievably elaborate dream last night that seemed to last forever and tell a very complicated story with many intertwining plotlines. It was epic, and I recall thinking blearily, on the verge of waking up, that I have to record it somehow. )
floatingleaf: (light)
2007-12-31 07:13 pm
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last post of 2007 - awfully long for some reason :)

So here I am. All by myself on New Year's Eve. Looking forward to having a Viggo-watching marathon later tonight... but now I just felt compelled to make a little post, since it seems to be a general tendency among my flist to do some kind of summary of the year 2007 and whatever good or bad things it brought with it. And well... normally I don't like to do this, because my life in recent years seems pretty monotonous, and there's really not much to write home about (not much by way of good things, anyway)... but 2007 was a bit different, actually, so maybe this is the time to take note of that. Or maybe I just needed an excuse to make another post, because I'm an obsessive-compulsive Babbler For No Reason (how's that for a lofty and meaningless honorary title, hmmm?...;).

So here are the positive changes/events that have occurred in my life since January 2007: )
floatingleaf: (scruffy)
2007-12-30 07:45 pm
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(no subject)

Okay. My previous post was a false alarm. When I stepped onto the scale this morning, it showed 144 lbs. Which is actually LESS than just before Christmas. So all's good. It's not actually possible to gain four pounds in two days... LOL. It was a temporary fluctuation, nothing more. Even if I still look like a Michelin when I sit down.:/ But that's a general tendency among women whose bodies tend to be more on the flabby side, I guess. Firm & toned stomachs or backs somehow don't magically appear, regardless of weight - especially not towards the age of forty... LOL. And since I never worked out hard enough to get them in the first place, I am in no position to complain about their absence. *sigh*

In other news, I am going to spend New Year's Eve by myself. That's how I want it. )

And now - just because I can - a little something to help everyone stay warm on a cold winter night.:)






floatingleaf: (shocked leggy)
2007-12-27 08:40 pm

ugh

Hello, everyone. I survived Christmas.;) Actually, if I had a T-shirt saying exactly that, I would be wearing it now.:P I can't tell you how glad I am that this massive celebration of gluttony - which is the most apt description of Christmas at my parents' house - happens only once a year. )

Okay. Change of topic. I bought the Eastern Promises DVD yesterday, and I am disappointed to note that it contains very little by way of additional material. Only two short documentary features: one a typical 'making of' story, the other specifically about the tattoos. Very interesting, that's for sure... but how about a longer Viggo/David interview, deleted scenes, premiere footage etc.etc.etc. There was so much extra stuff on A History of Violence. I guess I expected just as much here... *regretful sigh*

Well... I guess that's it for tonight. I am tempted to whinge and complain some more, but enough is enough.;) There's a lot of lovely Christmas V/O fic posted all over my flist; I'd better save time & energy for catching up.:) Best mood-lifter there ever was.:D
floatingleaf: (all I want)
2007-12-23 03:03 pm
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this and that

Eastern Promises was supposed to come out on DVD today. So I went out to look for it, but didn't find it.:( Might not have reached all the DVD-selling stores yet. Well... I'll get it after Christmas then, I guess - since tomorrow right after work I'll be going to my parents' house, staying the night and coming back here Tuesday evening. I hope the weather gets better by tomorrow, btw. It's absolutely disgusting now. Dark and overcast, with sharp, bitter wind raging on like there's no tomorrow. You know, the typical freezing Chicago winter wind - the kind that makes the bones in your face hurt when it hits you.:/ )
floatingleaf: (pretty)
2007-12-18 10:50 pm
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RL ramble

I think I love my workplace. We had another holiday lunch today, and then they let us go home, while still putting a full eight-hour day on our timesheets. The same thing (four hours work with pay for eight) will happen on Christmas Eve, and then on New Year's Eve. Not many companies do that - not here in the States, anyway. It is also the most relaxed, comfortable office I have ever worked in. Most of the people - including top managers - are totally laid back and non-threatening, with no power issues whatsoever. )
floatingleaf: (alatriste)
2007-12-17 09:33 pm
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(no subject)

I watched Alatriste again. I think this horrid porn-mustache is growing on me.:D



two more under the cut )