so what

[floatingleaf]

So here it is. The new year, I mean. I find myself strangely unmoved by its arrival. Not that I was in a celebratory mood, anyway. I sort of went through the motions, by which I mean I just had two glasses of wine and some ice-cream, and watched some old A/L fanvids on YouTube. As well as lighted a few scented candles earlier tonight. Very festive, I know. But that's about as much effort as I was willing to put into celebrating something I'm not even sure is worth celebrating. I couldn't muster the energy to call anyone, because, obviously, they would want to know my latest news, and that's not really something I want to talk about. If anyone calls tomorrow, I might pick up the phone... maybe. But tonight I just wanted to be quiet and pretend that everything is perfectly fine. So I listened to Marc Almond and uploaded more pretty icons, and ate sushi, and drank wine (deliciously sweet Barefoot Moscato from California, btw; much better than champagne, if you ask me). And now I think I'll go to bed. Hope everyone had a great time celebrating, and is feeling more enthusiastic about 2011 than I am at the moment. Peace and joy to all. *yawn*