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floatingleafSo here it is. The new year, I mean. I find myself strangely unmoved by its arrival. Not that I was in a celebratory mood, anyway. I sort of went through the motions, by which I mean I just had two glasses of wine and some ice-cream, and watched some old A/L fanvids on YouTube. As well as lighted a few scented candles earlier tonight. Very festive, I know. But that's about as much effort as I was willing to put into celebrating something I'm not even sure is worth celebrating. I couldn't muster the energy to call anyone, because, obviously, they would want to know my latest news, and that's not really something I want to talk about. If anyone calls tomorrow, I might pick up the phone... maybe. But tonight I just wanted to be quiet and pretend that everything is perfectly fine. So I listened to Marc Almond and uploaded more pretty icons, and ate sushi, and drank wine (deliciously sweet Barefoot Moscato from California, btw; much better than champagne, if you ask me). And now I think I'll go to bed. Hope everyone had a great time celebrating, and is feeling more enthusiastic about 2011 than I am at the moment. Peace and joy to all. *yawn*
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Date: 2011-01-02 12:25 am (UTC)As in.. possibly the shape of Aragornish features and non-nasty intentions. Et al.
(I myself spent NewYears being sick and feeling somewhere around 12 years old, kthanx.)
Anyway; thinking of you and thus send my good wishings of joy to my ever-present subject of *****************? for this sparkly year..
Yes, got indeed a little perplex by your last message, but I'll hopefully revive myself.
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Date: 2011-01-02 03:53 am (UTC)It's good to hear from you, however infrequently these days.;)
I am sorry if my last comment perplexed you - I was just being honest about my feelings etc. I am always honest with people who matter to me. I want to avoid misunderstandings, if possible. So if I am really confused about something, I will let you know. And I hope you'll do the same.:)