a meme and a pointless ramble

[floatingleaf]

Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking

You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal. You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk. You should major in: Philosophy Music Theology Art History Foreign language

What Should You Major In?

Deep Thinking. Ha. You bet. Sometimes too deep, I'd say. And not necessarily effective - unless I'm aiming for a headache.

In other news, I had a weird dream last night. Not that it's anything out of the usual for me - but THIS weird dream included both Viggo and Orlando (what a surprise, LOL). Not in the obvious way, however. I mean I knew they were lovers, but they also seemed to be somehow involved with me. We met at a bus station, apparently, and they were both extremely happy to see me. LOL. Which means, to put it bluntly, that Viggo kissed me with plenty of tongue. And then Orlando did the same. Only it felt completely different. With Viggo, it was erotic; with Orlando, sort of innocent and playful, with no real sexual excitement involved on either side. Then we all walked away together: me and Orli with our arms thrown over each other's shoulders, like best buddies or something (we also seemed to be of the same height, which in itself was weird enough... LOL); Viggo on my other side, with a hand around my neck in an obviously erotic way (he was also much taller). Interpretation, anyone? (my private shrink romi is particularly called to attention...;D)

There was also another Viggo episode later in the dream, where I met him unexpectedly somewhere, and he was with another guy (not Orlando), and I just asked him for an autograph or something, but it ended up resembling a scene from A Walk on the Moon.:P I won't go into details, for fear of being accused of shameless "marysuing" (which I totally hate myself, btw)... but that part of the dream is pretty obvious anyway.;) And maybe the other one is too. Maybe I just want to BE Orlando, and that's that. Because Viggo makes me weak, and het scares me. LOL. And I guess it would be easier too see myself as transgendered than as het (though I fully realize I am neither, btw). Yeah, call me weird. But I simply hate to conform to the majority... LOL.

Comments

[romi.livejournal.com]

Or, more accurately, I am going to not work on your case now but I'd love to come back to it later if you haven't had all the clever replies then already. ♥

[floatingleaf.livejournal.com]

Ha! I knew I could count on you.;P

And don't worry - I seriously don't think anyone else would be interersted in analyzing my weirdness.:)

[romi.livejournal.com]

We met at a bus station, apparently

Travel-progress-change.

and they were both extremely happy to see me.

You meet - you are not on your way to part.

Viggo erotic, tall, manly, almost a bit threatening the way you describe him (so different to the friendly Orlando). He also appears later with a stranger, as if to emphasize the "mystery" or "unknown aura" around him.

Orlando playful/innocent, and you also walk away hugging each other in a friendly way, you are also equally tall.

I see them both not as your desire pointed outward, but as parts of you that almost compete to "enter" you (tongues coming into your mouth). Parts of you, or ways to percieve yourself that you have problems coming to terms with.

There is a happy, friendly, cuddly side of you that wants to be "accepted" and let inside.
And there is a strong, erotic, masculine side to you that wants to be "accepted" and let inside.

By "let inside" I simply mean: these are sides of you who you could gain something by acknowledging and "acting out" more. If it was I who had the dream I would see it as a signal to me saying "dare be more friendly, cuddly, close and inviting to friends who are your peers ("equally tall"), and dare be more erotically threatening, more "dangerous" and "strong" in your interactions with people ("taller").

*hugs*

[floatingleaf.livejournal.com]

Very interesting interpretation, as usual.:)

I would definitely agree about Orlando and the "friendly, cuddly side" of me that is indeed there but hardly ever happens to be let out (I am extremely reserved "on the surface").

As for Viggo representing another side of me, though... I seriously don't think I have a masculine or "dangerous" side. If so, it must be very well hidden.;) I am less "erotically threatening" than a five-year-old in a fluffy pajamas.:P Though maybe that is a bad example...LOL.

Still, it wouldn't hurt to try and show more strength and confidence in my interactions with people. I usually make a bad first impression, because I'm so nervous and unsure of myself in all new situations... *sigh* And I can't help marvelling over how laid back and easy-going Viggo is. So maybe there is something to be learned from your interpretation after all... ;)

[romi.livejournal.com]

I seriously don't think I have a masculine or "dangerous" side. If so, it must be very well hidden.;)

Hidden enough not to enter your daytime mind, it seems, but only your vivid dreaming. Viggo being a potent person in your mind I think indicates how you see your own "masculine side". I say you go explore it!

*hugs*