a quiz and a pointless ramble

[floatingleaf]

White symbolises innocence and silence,

shyness and secrecy. Lilies represent

purity and sweetness. You are undoubtedly a

lovely person, despite your introverted

nature. Your shyness probably prevents you

from being the center of attention, but you

prefer to watch the world around you anyway.


What flower - color association are you?
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I'm fine. Really. Like Drew Baylor on his exercise bike (when the knife dropped down). I feel lethargic AND nervous at the same time.

And, strangely enough, I seem to have LESS time now for LJ and stuff like that. I haven't been caught up on all the newly posted fiction since Christmas, and am getting only more behind now. Because that's what I used to do most of the time in the office... at least for the last few months. While now I'm actually trying to concentrate on something else (like classifieds, for example).

Oh the precious irony. Plus, I have to fix my own food, since it doesn't make sense to go out for lunch while I'm at home all day. And, somehow, staring at my laptop for endless hours is harder on the eyes than the office monitor was. So, all in all, I'm more fidgety, tired and frustrated than I used to be at work. I even took a WALK today (me! a walk! hell must have frozen over or something!...), just for a break from it all. Not that it helped much (not with the mindset, anyway). And I still haven't talked to my mother. Go me. Such a brave, confident, goal-oriented person. Find a job? Me??? What a joke. I'd rather crawl under the carpet and stay there until the day of doom (= until the money runs out).

Why, oh why can't we get paid for writing slash??? Or, better still, for reading it. I'd be SOOO rich then... *wistful sigh*

/pathetic ramble *has the decency to blush* *scurries off to bed*

Comments

[oceansecrets2.livejournal.com]

Why, oh why can't we get paid for writing slash??? Or, better still, for reading it. I'd be SOOO rich then... *wistful sigh*

You and me both! Wouldn't that be a lovely world.

[floatingleaf.livejournal.com]

Oh dear, YOU would make a fortune! :D You could take us all Slasher Sisters on a luxury cruise around the world... LOL. *shakes herself and stops dreaming*

[oceansecrets2.livejournal.com]

A slash-writers cruise! What a lovely idea! If only we could afford it.