here I go again - someone tell me to get over it, for fuck's sake

So, in light of the previous post, I am clearly not seeing my original Yahoo account ever again. Even though it will continue to exist, as long as my ex-roommate remains an AT&T customer. Apparently, paid accounts are not deleted, no matter how long they haven't been accessed by their owners. Which is somehow a worse thing to be aware of than having been wiped. Because if it had been wiped, I would know for sure that there is nothing more I can do, and would be able to simply move on. As it is, I can't help wondering about all the messages I have missed since I haven't been able to get in there. Not to mention the old, saved stuff I had been meaning to go back to. I keep kicking myself for not having saved at least some of it to my hard drive. And yes, I have created a new Yahoo!ID and signed on to most of my groups again; but it just feels weird to look at this new, empty mailbox. I open it and go: where the hell are all my folders??? - before I realize that there are no folders, because someone is playing an evil, sick joke on me. Just because I was too trusting and such a scenario simply never crossed my mind. *shakes head at herself and vows to be less naive in the future*

( more whinging behind the cut )