another Random Angsty Rant (TM)

So... it's August already. How on earth did that happen?... I honestly don't know what becomes of one week, and then the next, and then the next... It's scary, when I actually stop to think about it. I almost want to get laid off already, so I actually have time to think and decide what to do next - but then, I am very afraid of not having a steady source of income for more than a few weeks. My savings are not what they used to be the last time they laid me off - to put it mildly. So of course my anxiety level about it is much higher now. At the same time, I feel increasingly sick and tired of getting up at 7 a.m. every day and being gone until at least 7 p.m. And spending roughly two hours a day in traffic. ( What kind of a life is it, really?... )