reality check :|

I have a pathetically shameful and a little scary confession to make today. Supposedly I am this mature, clever, organized, responsible and down-to-earth person, right? And yet somehow I managed, for the past two years, to simply ignore the fact that my living expenses are actually HIGHER than my salary. The reason I was physically able to ignore it is because I had savings. Notice the past tense here?... Yep. I somehow managed to bring the contents of my checking account quite a few thousand bucks down while working a full-time job, and never really stop to think about what that means until now. But as of this week, it's finally dawning on me that if my account balance keeps dropping at the current rate, very soon there will be nothing left to fall back on when the paycheck isn't enough.

How did this all happen? ( Well, it's a long story, I suppose. )