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I thought I had so much to post about... but there is actually such a whirling chaos of conflicting thoughts and emotions going on in my head these days that I can't possibly put words to it. And I don't have the time to indulge in the luxury of slow, careful introspection that would allow me to sort it all out. In fact, I am avoiding too much introspection. I am trying to be very practical and Get Stuff Done. Which isn't accomplishing all that much, to be honest - but at least it's keeping me from rocking in the chair and staring blindly at the wall. Or possibly asking the one unavoidable question: Why Bother?... Because big questions like that are truly dangerous. They can put your brain on overdrive and make you forget all about the practical stuff, which still needs getting done. And as long as we still care about that - or pretend that we do - everything is more or less fine with the universe, right? Right?