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[floatingleaf]

I really don't know where to start today. I meant to make a post last night, but I spent all afternoon & evening hanging out with a friend, and when I finally checked my flist sometime after midnight, I found some very upsetting stuff on it. So now I'm kinda torn as to what I should - or want to - talk about. Do I make the lighthearted post I had planned to make first, and then a sad, depressed one later, or do I just shut up and pretend there's nothing worth saying at all - because maybe there isn't. Maybe it just doesn't matter anymore.

To make things worse, I had finally managed to finish a ficlet yesterday morning - one that I had started back in 2007, or maybe even 2006, I'm not sure anymore. And I had every intention of posting it here today... except there just doesn't seem to be a point to it right now. Especially that the 'usual suspects', who would be most likely to want to read and/or comment on it, simply aren't around anymore. Or not in the mood for browsing LJ, as it were (the ficlet isn't A/L, strictly speaking, so I don't think it qualifies for posting at any of my usual 'haunts', btw). Besides, I just don't feel like bouncing with joy right now about having written something, since apparently writing fanfiction can only lead to major trouble and/or heartache in the end. Without any evil intentions on anyone's part, I might add. So... I'm kinda lost here at the moment.

Comments

[stormatdusk.livejournal.com]

i'd very much like to read what you've written; i love your writing.

but i know what you're saying, too.

[floatingleaf.livejournal.com]

I would post it anyway, but now I can claim I'm doing it because you asked.;P

And we have to get past this somehow... *picks herself up and puts one foot in front of the other, just because*

[akashaelfwitch.livejournal.com]

I think you should post it...I will get around to reading it ;)

Miss you...Im almost moved back but I see you less now than before...

[floatingleaf.livejournal.com]

Hey girl!... *waves* :)

I did post it. But like I said, it's not A/L. It's Elladan/Elrohir. I'm not sure that's your cuppa.;) (I think you said you had a problem with incest...:P)

You're welcome to read, of course, but don't feel like you should, just because it's the first thing I've written in a year. I still hope my A/L muses might come back at some point... *crosses fingers*

[akashaelfwitch.livejournal.com]

Darn you are right, cant do the incest thing...but maybe if I have a friend guiding my hand...
*hugs*

[floatingleaf.livejournal.com]

No pressure. Seriously. There are limits to everyone's perviness, I guess (for example, I will never read a fic that features Karl Urban in any sort of sexual context, no matter how good it is... unless I mentally replace him with someone who doesn't make me cringe :P)...