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Hanging out with A. for the last couple days and coming to unexpected conclusions. It seems she really cares more than I thought... Which sort of makes things worse, because she's leaving anyway. So I'm not the only one who's going to be brokenhearted in a few weeks. And that will probably break my heart even more. Especially that we mean to keep in touch through e-mail after she leaves, just like we did before she came here... Maybe we shouldn't in fact, to let the healing power of time work better... but I don't want to lose her friendship. It's always been one of the most precious things in my life...