floatingleaf: (puzzled orli)
Okay, so here's a moronic question for anyone who happens to be a bit less of a technophobe than yours truly: do you need to actually have a phone line in order to have DSL? Because I'm seriously thinking of ditching my high-speed cable internet in favor of something cheaper. Since I don't have a landline, dial-up is not an option (not that I'd ever want to go back to dial-up, heaven forbid!... lol). But what about DSL?... I know it went through a separate cable than the phone when I had it before, but they were still sold as a package. The thing is, why should I pay for a landline at all if I don't need it? I have my cell phone, and I barely use it anyway. All I need is a relatively good internet connection that doesn't cost an arm and a leg (like Comcast does). Suggestions, anyone?...
floatingleaf: (black hat)
So, I've been traipsing around YouTube again, and found this fanvid, which is a perfect introduction to Lacrimosa, in case you don't know what they're all about. I'm posting it here for my own future enjoyment, because I love some of the images - so no need to feel obligated to watch just to please me. Not that I suppose anyone would anyway.:P



YES. That's what I call a perfect match of sound and image. With most bands or singers, one often falls short of the other - with Lacrimosa, everything blends seamlessly to create one magnificent alternate universe. And it just hits all my fangirly buttons.

Heavens, I am such a goth at heart. *headshake*
floatingleaf: (OTP)
Ask me to associate you with five things. When I do this, post this meme and an explanation of your interest in those five things in your journal.

I got this from [livejournal.com profile] mellacita, and here is what she associated me with:

1) LOTR FPS
2) yaoi
3) food/diet
4) immigration/citizenship
5) Chicago

more detail under the cut )
floatingleaf: (portrait)
Snagged from [personal profile] gairid:

Dear friends,

Please describe me in one word... just one single word. Positive or negative.

Leave your word in a comment before looking at what words others have used.

Then, if you like, copy and paste this to your journal to find out how people will describe you when limited to one word.


Not that I'm expecting a whole lot of responses, but this is such a cool meme I just couldn't resist.:)

cheers

Feb. 18th, 2009 10:05 pm
floatingleaf: (slightly mental)
Okay, let me explain the deep angst of yesterday's post. 1) We have been officially informed at work that there will be no merit increases this year. 2) The annual lease on my apartment expires at the end of the month - and yet, they hadn't sent me the extension paperwork until today. I had to call the management company - twice, in fact - in order to get it. Which means that until a few hours ago I didn't even know what my rent was going to be from March on. And considering everything that's been going on, I was beginning to panic that they might slap me in the face with a fifty dollar increase or something, and leave me no choice but to pack up my stuff and move right back in with my parents. But - blessed relief - they only raised it by ten bucks. So I think I can stay here - at least for now. I still have to watch every penny, but there is hope of being able to make each paycheck last till the next. Hence I am currently mildly drunk on two glasses of cheap White Zinfandel (yes, from the same bottle I had bought back on New Year's Eve) and downloading music at the rate of 18 cents per track. These are the kind of extravagant pleasures I can currently afford without feeling consumed by paralyzing fear and guilt, lol. So pick a drink of your choice and raise a glass to me, if you please. *hiccups and giggles inanely at the pathos of her own sordid existence*

eh

Feb. 17th, 2009 11:25 pm
floatingleaf: (mystery man)
Snagged from [personal profile] stormatdusk:


Your result for The Perception Personality Image Test...

NBPC - The Daydreamer

Nature, Background, Big Picture, and Color

You perceive the world with particular attention to nature. You focus on the hidden treasures of life (the background) and how that fits into the larger picture. You are also particularly drawn towards the colors around you. Because of the value you place on nature, you tend to find comfort in more subdued settings and find energy in solitude. You like to ponder ideas and imagine the many possibilities of your life without worrying about the details or specifics. You are in tune with all that is around you and understand your life as part of a larger whole. You are a down-to-earth person who enjoys going with the flow.








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Gorgeous pic... so calming, and yet energizing at the same time. It totally represents beauty and happiness to me. Maybe not necessarily the way I am, but the way I would love to be, or to feel at all times. Calm and bright and surrounded by beauty. Alert and optimistic, not tense and anxious and despondent - the way I've been feeling for the past few weeks. I try to hold myself together, to take it day by day, but sometimes I am just plain scared of what the future will bring.

When I close my eyes at night, I want to see trees and water, not dancing numbers and dollar signs that translate into bills and groceries and a bank account with a negative ratio of income against expenses.

Whoever invented money should go to hell.
floatingleaf: (peace)
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floatingleaf: (angsty)
This is what happened last night on my street, two houses down from where I live:

http://abclocal.go.com/wls/story?section=news/local&id=6634500&rss=rss-wls-article-6634500

My building is just outside the picture to the right - actually, you can see it briefly if you watch the video. It's the bigger yellow building behind the three identical red ones. My front windows look out on the backs of those other buildings, and I could see part of the scene after the commotion outside woke me up. Read more... )
floatingleaf: (indian runner)
And now for something completely different. Or maybe not so completely. Anyway... here's a very brief and totally subjective introduction to Polish rock music. Of the progressive/goth/darkwave variety. Just because I can (and because I want to store the links to those few videos here for unlimited future viewing).

skip if you're tired of my random video spamming already ;) )
floatingleaf: (zodiac)
Just a quick one tonight. I did mention planning to explore a certain German band that plays medieval music in modern arrangements, right? Well, here it is. It's called Qntal. And it's absolutely magical. I am transported to a beautiful place. Take a look at it if you are so inclined.:)


floatingleaf: (be gay)
I have this unsurmountable urge to share something tonight. In fact, it might be only the beginning of a major spammage, because I've been traipsing around YouTube on a sentimental music journey.:) I didn't even know so many of my favorite songs/artists/bands etc. from all over the planet actually had videos - let alone ones that were easily accessible online. I guess I'm still 'old school' in some ways and capable of approaching some aspects of the internet with a sense of childlike wonder.;) Anyway... this is a song I actually haven't heard before, though I'm rather fond of the singer (I don't suppose he wrote the song, though, because there were videos of quite a few other people singing it as well). I do admit some of his videos are awfully tacky (you CAN overdo it on the gay sometimes, you know) - but this is a live performance, and he's not preening too much for once.:P And the lyrics absolutely floored me. If gay men ever decide they need an official anthem, here it is. So, without further ado, I present Marc Almond - What Makes a Man a Man.


YES

Jan. 20th, 2009 10:45 pm
floatingleaf: (victory)
We had a TV set up in the breakroom at work today, to watch Obama's inauguration. It was too early for my lunch break, so I only came in for a few minutes and got the middle part of his speech - which turned out to be my favorite part (thanks for posting the entire text, [personal profile] taelyn_sass). In fact, I left the room so quickly because I was afraid for a moment I might actually start crying in public.:)

Here's the excerpt in question:

We are a nation of Christians and Muslims, Jews and Hindus -- and nonbelievers. We are shaped by every language and culture, drawn from every end of this Earth; and because we have tasted the bitter swill of civil war and segregation, and emerged from that dark chapter stronger and more united, we cannot help but believe that the old hatreds shall someday pass; that the lines of tribe shall soon dissolve; that as the world grows smaller, our common humanity shall reveal itself; and that America must play its role in ushering in a new era of peace.

To the Muslim world, we seek a new way forward, based on mutual interest and mutual respect. To those leaders around the globe who seek to sow conflict, or blame their society's ills on the West -- know that your people will judge you on what you can build, not what you destroy. To those who cling to power through corruption and deceit and the silencing of dissent, know that you are on the wrong side of history; but that we will extend a hand if you are willing to unclench your fist.

To the people of poor nations, we pledge to work alongside you to make your farms flourish and let clean waters flow; to nourish starved bodies and feed hungry minds. And to those nations like ours that enjoy relative plenty, we say we can no longer afford indifference to suffering outside our borders; nor can we consume the world's resources without regard to effect. For the world has changed, and we must change with it.


Yes. Yes and yes. And... yes. There's nothing left to be said after this, really. *crosses fingers for the future*
floatingleaf: (hidalgo)
Much warmer today. Light snow, wet and slushy. Never thought I'd call that kind of weather 'nice' - but in comparison to what we had before, it is.:) Went out to check on the car and found I was able to get it out of the parking spot quite easily (must have been the salt I had left under the tires, or perhaps the rise in temperature had softened the snow all by itself). So I decided to do some grocery shopping - just to make sure I have a well-stocked pantry in case it happens again. Went to that cheap farmers' market that sells mostly East European, Italian and Hispanic foods (a rather typical Chicago blend, lol). Quite a bit out of my way, location-wise, but it's sooo worth it. The place is incredibly cheap, really. And they have everything. They had fresh strawberries on sale, two boxes for $3.00!!! In January! *is amazed* They had a frozen seafood mix for $3.50 or something thereabouts. They even had seafood cooking stock, which I'd never seen sold anywhere else. It will go perfectly well with the Moroccan fish tagine I'm making tomorrow (I was planning to use chicken stock instead). I also found all the ingredients for the turkey & hominy chili recipe from my WeightWatchers cookbook. In short, I have enough food for at least another full week, and I didn't spend much more than $50. Including the whole rotisserie chicken I grabbed almost as an afterthought, lol. And a can of German potato salad to go with it. Yum.:D

In other news, I watched a very good movie last night. Read more... )
floatingleaf: (slightly mental)
-10F/-20C today. Had to take public transportation to work, because my car is stuck in the frozen snow yet again. I knew it was stuck as soon as I parked it last night - there was this sudden shift as the tires slid into the groove. And I thought I had picked a relatively safe, even parking spot.:/ Anyway... standing around waiting for a bus/train in such hellish temperatures is NOT FUN. After about five minutes, everything starts to hurt. Your fingers hurt. Your toes hurt. Your face hurts. Your fucking LUNGS hurt as you breathe. After 15 minutes you're almost ready to fall over, and then want to hug the bus driver and thank him for rescuing you from certain death as he arrives.;)

I got home nearly three hours ago, and my toes are still tingling. Started the car (it actually starts!... groaning and wheezing a lot, of course, but man, a 12-year-old car starting in this weather is nothing short of a miracle... lol), poured some salt around the tires and moved back and forth a bit, but I don't hold high hopes for being able to get out of my parking spot tomorrow morning. So... public transportation again. It's supposed to be a bit warmer, though - as in somewhere around 5F/-15C. A hell of an improvement, really. And then almost up to the freezing point over the weekend (we were laughing at work today, saying it's gonna be a heatwave... lol). I wonder if that means I'll be able to get my car out. I'm stocked up on groceries for the time being, but will have to shop at some point next week - and I can't really do any substantial grocery shopping without my car.:(

Anyway... the tingling toes seem to suggest I'm still alive, but my brain feels numb. The two mugs of piping hot tea I had after dinner are making me pleasantly woozy. All I can think of right now is my WARM, comfy bed. I need SLEEEEEP. *yawns*

Wake me up sometime in April, k?... *passes out*
floatingleaf: (lucifer & angel)
So, after all that Deine Lakaien gushing and video-spamming I did last night, I'm feeling kinda guilty, because I realize I never posted any videos by Lacrimosa. The thing is, when I first started obsessing about them back in 2006, I wasn't familiar with YouTube and had no clue about sharing either music or video files through LJ - so all I did was post some pics and lyrics. Which probably didn't give anyone a very clear idea of what I was obsessing about (not that I'm assuming anyone cares - but it is nice to pretend someone actually might, so please indulge me here and/or just ignore this post, kthxbai). Anyway... thank heavens for YouTube.:) Here's one of my favorite clips - Not Every Pain Hurts, from the album Stille (1997):



more under the cut )
floatingleaf: (daylight)
Snagged from [personal profile] taelyn_sass:


Your result for The Pop Culture Archetype Personality Test...

The Monk

Ninja, Monkey, Zombie, Cowboy

Monks are humanitarian prophets and seers with deep convictions about weighty matters and clear insights into good and evil. They are idealistic champions of the oppressed and downtrodden, seeking good things for all (and poetic justice when wrongs are done) without any thoughts of personal glory or power. Fluent in languages and nonverbal communication, their complex characters and depth of personal talent brings them into contact with many. Yet they are not easily fooled, and are suspicious of others motives, being highly selective about the close friends they make. Both empathic and enigmatic, they often withdraw into themselves to focus on abstract theories and think about the inner workings of their minds and emotions. Their desire to share feelings and conclusions with others generally keeps them bonded to at least a few allies, but they prefer to do much of their true thinking quietly, often becoming so absorbed in thought that they ignore physical reality altogether.


Monks are often plagued by Avoidant behavior, feeling intense social discomfort and timidity due to a fear of negative feedback about their actions. Easily hurt by criticism, they turn away from all but a few close friends, and avoid all others unless they are sure of being liked. They avoid social activities and are shy when forced into them, and fear embarrassment if they show emotion or anxiety in front of others. They will go so far as to exaggerate difficulties in performing ordinary activities in order to avoid them, yet yearn for acceptance and attention while avoiding those very things that might bring them what they crave.


Famous monk types include Jimmy Carter, Mother Teresa, Gandhi, Martin Luther King Jr. and Carrie Fisher.


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The damn thing nailed me, I swear. Well, maybe not so the 'prophet' or 'champion' part... but avoidant behavior? Intense social discomfort? Becoming so absorbed in thought that they ignore physical reality altogether? Oh yeah. Welcome to my world... LOL. *headshake*
floatingleaf: (black hat)
So, I've been doing some research on that band I mentioned in my previous post - Deine Lakaien. In fact, it's been my main preoccupation for the past few days. Because, as it turns out, they're not quite as obscure as I seemed to think. They're all over the web... lol. And the more I find out about them, the more intrigued I am. To cut a long story short, they're rather difficult to categorize because of all the different influences apparent in their music - I've seen them labelled as anything from folk to goth to synth-pop to darkwave to electronic. None of which quite fits, by the way. more info and videos under the cut )
floatingleaf: (dark)
Guess what? I'm sick again. I've been coming down with a cold since Monday. Tried to ignore it at first, because well, I'd just taken a sickie the previous week for God's sake, and besides, it's never a good idea to start using your sick days right at the beginning of January... but this morning I just couldn't get up. I mean, I dragged myself out of bed at about 7:15, plopped down on the toilet seat and promptly dozed off again. After about twenty minutes of just sitting there with the room spinning lazily around me, I realized there was no chance I'd ever make it to work on time, so I dragged myself back to bed. And slept through most of the day. Read more... )
floatingleaf: (beautiful stranger)
So, wanna hear something funny? I got my new glasses so that I wouldn't lose the money in my Flexible Spending Account, right? Well, it turns out that the eye exam itself might cost me much more than what I paid for the glasses. Why? Because I did something incredibly stupid. )
floatingleaf: (slightly mental)
Hello and Happy New Year, everyone. I sure had fun last night. Want to know what I was doing? What had me so preoccupied that I barely noticed the stroke of midnight?... Well... I was playing with dolls. No, not my own lost and broken childhood relics, or the stunningly gorgeous and horrifically expensive Japanese ball-joint hotties that I wish I could afford. And not the sex-shop kind either.:P I spent hours entertaining myself, quietly and at no cost whatsoever, with the Candybar Doll Maker. And I didn't even need alcohol to make this fun (though I did have some, just because it seemed stupid NOT to have any on New Year's Eve... lol). Read more... )

So, without further ado, here's a multiracial party parade.:) (I couldn't find a way of changing a doll's skin color, so I didn't make a black or a very dark-skinned doll; but I tried for some variety with facial features and other details instead)

virtual cuties under the cut ;) )
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