floatingleaf: (candle)
Allright. So I defeated the dustbunnies today (there were ridiculous amounts of them all over the place, but now they're GONE). And then I made food. And then I did the final segment of Anat Baniel's "Healthy Necks & Shoulders" exercise program (which I've been going through, for the second or third time, for the past two weeks). (By the way, those exercises are awesome, and if you haven't heard of Anat Baniel, do yourself a favor and check her out; her DVD's are pricey, but worth every penny and then some, especially if you have any back or neck pain, or feel older then you think you should. She is a powerful healer, in the widest sense of the word.) Oh, and I also ordered some Christmas gifts online. In short, I can't remember the last time I felt so productive.;D

AND I uploaded some icons I had found last night. See, I realized I didn't have any icons from Interview with the Vampire, and suddenly it seemed imperative that I find some. Read more... )
floatingleaf: (vanishing point)
So this is a five-day weekend - you'd think I would get sooo much accomplished, right?... Sadly, the more time I THINK I have, the faster it disappears with barely a trace of its passing. Yesterday was Thanksgiving, obviously, which means I spent most of the day at my parents' house, stuffing my face with food. And today I had to take a trip to the city, because next Tuesday I am supposed to go to this one-day training course taking place at a hotel downtown. So I needed to make sure I know where exactly the hotel is and how long it might take me to get there. I always do that when I am expected to show up at some unfamiliar location at a certain time - I actually go there beforehand to get a "feel" of the area and the "logistics" of finding my way around it. Otherwise I am extremely anxious and afraid of getting lost and never actually making it there, or arriving ridiculously late (which has actually happened on a number of occasions). So anyway... this took far longer than expected due to a number of circumstances. Read more... )
floatingleaf: (sad Sinead)
I just watched In the Land of Blood and Honey. You know, the movie about the war in Bosnia, directed by Angelina Jolie. I really want to say something coherent and intelligent about it, but I don't have the words. The fact is that it blew me away with its raw brutality. It flattened me into the chair. I guess I expected something tamer, some sanitized version of events for the American audience. But this film is devastatingly honest about the realities of war, as seen through the eyes of women. I have a whole new level of appreciation for Angelina now. I really didn't think anyone with ties to Hollywood capable of such uncompromising realism. Yes, there is a love story in there, but there's nothing - absolutely nothing - "Hollywood" about it. It is as uncomfortable, and ultimately terrifying, as the circumstances in which it happens. Read more... )
floatingleaf: (croissant)
Well... looks like I'm not destined to become a fruitarian.;) Which I kind of suspected, anyway. Surprisingly enough, it wasn't about lack of willpower. I was pretty determined to go through with my little experiment - and when I do set my mind on something, I can be "stubborn as a mule" (as my mother likes to put it). However, my body told me in no uncertain terms that I had ventured into dangerous territory. Read more... )
floatingleaf: (cherries)
So... I've been thinking of a way to deal with the pesky weight gain problem. I know I'm most likely never going to be slim again, and that's OK; but I refuse to sit back and wait until all my favorite clothes no longer fit. It's happened before, and I hate the way it makes me feel when it happens. So I've got to do something. I still have my info kit from WeightWatchers - I could look it up and start counting points again. But somehow that feels like too much effort. And don't even get me started on some intensive exercise regime - I'm trying to get back to doing ANY exercise at all, just to avoid muscle atrophy, and I know myself well enough by now to abandon any delusions of ever achieving anything beyond a mild 30-minute workout 2-3 times a week. It never happened when I was younger, and it's not going to happen now. But I've thought of something else. Read more... )
floatingleaf: (Rossetti flaming hair)
So... I did get my period properly, so to speak, sometime yesterday. And by now I am feeling more or less fine. Still, it was a week early, and I have no slightest clue when to expect the next one. At least it didn't knock me out too badly - though I guess having a lazy weekend at home made it as bearable as can be. But apparently I no longer need to spend hours in bed on the worst day of it, which is an unexpected bonus. Seriously, it's been the bane of my existence for many years. I am still a bit sluggish and get tired more easily... but that's a far cry from being completely incapacitated for 10-15 hours at a time. So perhaps there is a good side to all those weird hormonal changes as well...

But another thing that's bothering me is that I am gaining weight. Slowly enough that it took me a while to notice, but yes - there's no denying it any more. Read more... )
floatingleaf: (red leaf)
Looks like I haven't posted here a bit longer than usual. I totally meant to do so last Saturday, but somehow ended up too braindead in the evening after a day of errands and stuff... And now I feel like there's too much I want to talk about and I can't decide where to start. So what's new?... LOL.

Well... all those long, rambling posts I've been making in my head while I go about my daily routine are irretrievable, I guess (unless I take a month off work and spend most of that time typing them up, which is not an option). Instead, I give you a brief, random bullet point update that may seem incredibly shallow and inconsequential. Oh well... c'est la vie, I suppose. *sigh*

1) Most people on my flist, American and otherwise, have made some sort of comment on yesterday's big event, and I don't want to leave the impression that I am ignoring it completely - so I should probably say something too. Problem is, I could either make a long, rambling post on my general, deeply ingrained cynicism in regards to politics (and I obviously have no time for that), or simply shrug and breathe a quiet sigh of relief that the pre-election media frenzy is over. And yes, I am profoundly glad that Obama won - but I also freely admit that said gladness has much less to do with my opinion of Obama than it does with my opinion of Romney. There. Enough said.:P

female physiology related complaint and other random stuff behind the cut )
floatingleaf: (vampire love)
Because the month is almost over, and because I'm having the "scattered brain syndrome" again, let's try to facilitate this post by making it the next installment of the 30-day-meme.

Day 20 - This month, in great detail )
floatingleaf: (bookish leaf)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, [personal profile] gairid!!! I hope it was a good one. It's a bit late, I know, but I've been thinking of you fondly.;)

I wish I could write more, but it's back to work tomorrow, and I should be in bed soon. The weather is very wet and depressing, and I have zero motivation to "go out into the world". I just want to stay home and read. I have books, I have comics, I have fanfic, I have LJ, I have an old journal that I found in my old bedroom at my parents' house... Why would I need anything else?... Why do people ever do anything OTHER than read or write?... I mean, really. Unless it's, perhaps, daydreaming about stuff they've read, or written, or want to read or write. LOL. Yes, that's the sort of mental space I'm in right now. Very surprising, I know.;P
floatingleaf: (green eyes)
I wonder if I've ever made three LJ posts in a single day. I don't think so. This will be a first, then. Because I am on a roll, and I've been thinking about the next installment of the 30-day meme...

Day 19 – Something you regret, in great detail )
floatingleaf: (vampire lestat)
Had my chiropractic appointment this morning. Didn't make it there, because the stupid bus didn't show up on time. I hate you, Chicago Transit Authority. Making me late for work is one thing, but making me miss my acupuncture is quite another. *fumes* The neck is killing me something fierce, let me tell you.:( Luckily for me, I could reschedule for Monday afternoon, since I have Monday off. Otherwise, I would have to wait another two weeks, which would be a nightmare.

Visiting parents tomorrow, since my permanently busy and highly elusive sister has promised to show up. Good timing, since I am almost done re-reading The Vampire Lestat and need to borrow the next volume in the series.:) Actually, I should just pack up the entire Anne Rice shelf and bring it over to my place - but most of the books are huge, heavy hardbacks, which my sister prefers for some reason (I am all about paperbacks, btw - much more convenient to carry around and cuddle up in bed with, LOL), so it's not quite manageable. And anyway, I am a slow reader when it comes to books, because most of my reading time is spent online.:) So I'll just grab whatever fits into my bag for the moment.

But speaking of the vampire Lestat - I had a dream about him this morning. Read more... )
floatingleaf: (vig rox)
No, I haven't forgotten. Here he is - wise in years, young in spirit.:)

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I will always love you, Vigs. Never doubt that.:D
floatingleaf: (festive)
I seem to be on a roll with the silly meme thing. Here goes another installment:

Day 18 - Your favorite birthday, in great detail )
floatingleaf: (lost railway)
Now, here's what I had originally planned to post today - before I decided upon the ill-fated shopping trip.:) The next installment of the 30-day meme.

Day 17 – Your favorite memory, in great detail )
floatingleaf: (pouty)
So, this morning I thought I was feeling better, and it had stopped raining, and the sun came out, and everything seemed kind of promising - so I decided to go shopping. They had opened a new store at the suburban mall I sometimes go to, and my coworker Cecilia has been gushing about said store and its amazing bargains for a while, so I thought I might just as well check it out. Read more... )
floatingleaf: (louis & lestat)
I'm sick, dammit. Some stupid bug decided to inflict me with this massive lethargic grumpiness and general feeling of BLAHHH... WTF UNIVERSE. GO AWAY. It started yesterday morning, causing me to be ridiculously late for work (I just couldn't get my act together, and then the public transportation system wasn't particularly helpful either, as it happens). I somehow made it through the day, but all I was capable of in the evening was sinking into my papasan chair with a heating pad and a movie. Today wasn't much better, since my only accomplishments so far include a hot shower and an extremely exhausting trip to the grocery store. The lousy weather probably doesn't help. Funnily enough, I had taken Monday & Tuesday off, because I still have a few unscheduled vacation days left, and my boss has explicitly warned me not to save them for the end of December (several people have already done that, LOL). I hadn't meant for them to be "sick days"... but it looks like that's what they're shaping up to be. *sigh*

I don't think it's the flu, or even a bad cold - my throat is fine, and I don't even sneeze that much; I just feel fuzzy. And a little congested. And weak. And grumpy as hell. You should have heard me whining and cursing aloud as I dragged my heavy grocery bags home this evening, LOL. I have now officially designated tomorrow as a DAY OF REST, during which I do not intend to move a finger unless I feel like it. We'll see if that gets the bug out of my system (Vitamin C and nasal spray are all good, but I find that the most effective cold remedy for yours truly has always been lots & lots of sleep...).

As for the movie I watched last night... it was Little Ashes, a biopic about the relationship between Salvador Dali and Federico Garcia Lorca. Starring Robert Pattinson as Dali. )
floatingleaf: (green eyes)
So, how about I try to change the topic and see how that goes?...;) Anybody remember the fabled 30-day meme?... Not the one that's been going around my flist of late, but the one I started back in 2010?... (yes, that's correct, I haven't managed to finish the thing in two years, LOL) Of course not, I presume. So here's the full list of topics once again:

30-day meme )

And here's my current installment:

Day 16 - Your first kiss, in great detail )

hmmm

Oct. 7th, 2012 11:30 pm
floatingleaf: (bookish leaf)
Today was a lazy Sunday par excellence. All I've done is take a looong, hot shower, read a lot, catch up on LJ comments and cook some yummy food (Tuscan bean stew, which is one of my favorite dishes). Which was pretty much the plan. I might have done more, but I was too caught up in this multi-chapter fanfic I'm reading at the moment. Yes, I do realize this is becoming a trend.:) Actually, it's pretty much been a trend for the past 10 years or so, LOL - except I've switched fandoms twice since then. Read more... )
floatingleaf: (violinist lestat)
Just a little meme thingy that has been going around:



Your Name is Blue



Your name tells people that you are friendly and caring. You have a strong sense of empathy, and you aren't afraid to wear your heart for all to see.

You can often be found in quiet reflection. You rather think about something than act on it.



People see you as insightful and intuitive. You usually have a wise take on what's going on.

You try to rise above your instincts. You believe that it's important to live as good of a life as possible.




Interesting, since blue is my favorite color. And mostly accurate. I don't always "wear my heart for all to see" in direct human interactions - but I most certainly do here in this journal.:) Also, I'm not quite sure what they mean by "rise above your instincts" - if it's just a pretty way of saying that I hardly ever do anything impulsive, then yes, it would indeed be quite correct.:P

Which is going to sound quite amusing in light of the fact that I just bought four pairs of shoes. Yes, FOUR. )

See? I made a happy post about a mundane, "real life" subject.:) Not all hope is lost, it seems.:P But rest assured I will now promptly go back to reading vampire fanfic.:D Let me just share something inspiring before I go. Snakeskin - an awesome musical project headed by Tilo Wolff from Lacrimosa. Which, in case you don't know, is my favorite goth rock band of all time.:) Snakeskin is more darkwave electronica than rock, I suppose, but it is equally gorgeous - and very much in keeping with my current gothy mood (the album Canta'Tronic has some interesting song titles, btw; like, for example, Mortal Life, Bite Me or Stonecoldhands...;). Here's my favorite track, Etterna (the video contains images of Tilo Wolff - the composer - and the vocalist who accompanies him on this album, the opera singer Kerstin Doelle):

oh well

Sep. 27th, 2012 10:55 pm
floatingleaf: (gothic)
The full schedule for the Chicago International Film Festival (October 11th-25th) is now available. They are NOT going to show Viggo's latest movie, made in Argentina. How dare they? I mean, it premiered at TIFF, and in recent years, each and every one of Viggo's films that was shown at TIFF, was also later shown in Chicago. So why not this one? I was SOOO looking forward to seeing it on the big screen. *sulks* As it is, I might have to wait for the DVD. Also, there really isn't anything else on the schedule that made me go, OMG I've GOT to see this. There are a few films that sound interesting, but if I am to pick only two or three (I can afford to take about 3 days off during the festival this year), I really don't know which ones they should be - and most of the interesting ones are quite likely to be available through Netflix sooner or later... and I find I am perfectly content to wait. I mean, I don't need to pay $14 for a movie ticket if it's something I will be able to watch cheaply and comfortably at home. So I don't know. My festival excitement sort of dissipated and I can't decide if I should bother attending at all. *shrug*

I've been quite lethargic for the past few days due to my period - which was mild enough not to need a sick day from work, but perhaps because of that I wasn't feeling up to much in the evenings. So I am terribly behind on LJ comments - I did read my flist every day, just had no energy to say (or rather type) anything. I'll try to catch up now that I'm feeling better.

Also, last Sunday I finally used my international cellphone plan and called one of my closest friends in Poland. We talked for TWO HOURS... LOL. It was such a strange feeling to hear her voice again after so many years (I can't even figure out how many at this point). And she almost sounds the same as she did at 17 (which is when we met). It's just... utterly incredible that we still have this bond. I mean, we write to each other more or less regularly, so I have always known the connection was there - but still... to actually hear the pleasure and joy in her voice speaking to me, the youthful laughter I remember... Wow. *blinks rapidly* Need to buy more minutes now, since I almost ran out - and I should probably make it a rule to call her only about once a month or so, since I am pretty sure we can easily chat for 2-3 hours anytime...:D

See, my brain is NOT completely buried in gratuitous vampire porn.:P Read more... )
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